“Where Did God Go?”

Where did God go? A question that a YouTube Listener had asked me in their post on the comment section. Let’s be real, there is so much static going on in the world, accelerating chaotic crisis events, that anyone may find themselves asking, ‘Where did God go?’ You might say you’re spiritual but not religious—or maybe you don’t think much about God at all. But when life brings you to your knees, suddenly, there’s a whispered plea, “God, help me.” What if your connection to the Divine isn’t something to fall back on in hard times, but something that’s been waiting, all along, to light your path? What if you invite the God of your Heart into your daily life, not just as an afterthought when things get rough, but before life becomes challenging?

When mentoring some of the Psychic Mastery 2 students, they noticed that when scanning the energy field of their clients, they remembered to ensure their clients were grounded, but they often missed scanning the client’s connection to the sun (the God of their Heart). It is part of their taught routine to ensure those two connections are in place before proceeding with the psychic reading. NOTE: My 30 years of energy field readings have taught me that when the client has those strong connections in place, it is easier for them to hear what is being said in the reading.

I had my own pivotal “Down on my knees God moment” in 1994, which ultimately led me to the work I do today. Have you ever had one of those moments where you’ve tried everything and then think, ‘Maybe I should talk to God’? In the YouTube Video, I share with you my story.

Today’s question may sound simple, but it holds worlds within it: Is God an afterthought in your life? God was indeed an afterthought for me, and even then, I did not expect my plea for help to be effective. I was still in my early 30s, living a whole married life, with children. I had no reason at that point to build my faith in a higher power. As a clairvoyant intuitive who’s done over 30,000 readings, I’ve come to realize that your relationship with the Divine shows up clearly in your energy field, especially in how you’re connected to the Earth and the Sun. In my work, the Sun often represents the God of your heart, whoever or whatever that may be—Jesus, Allah, Buddha, the Source, the Great Spirit, or the Infinite Mystery.

When I teach students energy reading, I begin with the sacred foundation: grounding to the Earth and tuning to the Sun. Here is my blog on grounding into the earth. It’s one of the most vital connections you can make—not just for intuitive work, but for daily life. You are not alone. You’ve never been alone. We are part of a larger consciousness, and when we tap into it, we remember our belonging, our worthiness, and our light. You may find this article from the National Institutes of Health interesting, describing the benefits of prayer on wellness and connections with a higher power.

Let me share what I’ve seen: in some, the Sun is bright and high, indicating a steady devotional relationship. In others, it’s veiled by dense clouds of pain, betrayal, or past-life wounds. Sometimes, people have placed God far away—into the future or buried in the past. Others carry the Sun inside their chest, knowing they are inseparable from the Divine.

I’ll share stories of clients who felt too broken to be worthy of God’s love… and yet, the Divine always showed up. Always. Whether they reached out to Jesus, Mary, Hindu deities, Celtic ancestors, or Egyptian guides, there was a response. It was never about dogma. It was about presence, and willingness to receive.

Let me also share a story of my grandson seeing a man in the bushes—an earthbound spirit too ashamed to face God. His pain reminds us how deeply we can become convinced we are unworthy. But no matter how far gone we feel, there is a force always reaching for us. You don’t need to believe perfectly—you just need to be willing.

I’ll conclude today’s talk with a guided meditation that you can follow at the end of the YouTube video posted here, to help you tune in to your own connection, grounded in the Earth, open to the Sun, and embraced by the Divine. Before we begin, I invite you to reflect: Is God an afterthought—or is it time to let the Divine become your first thought?

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Top 10 Energetic Patterns of Divine Connection in the Energy Field (Clairvoyant View):

1. Sun directly above the head – Consistent spiritual devotion; a steady, alive relationship with the Divine.
2. Sun and crown deeply fused – Ongoing, conversational intimacy with God; prayer is a lifestyle.
3. Moon replaces the Sun – Devotion to Earth, nature as divinity; often feminine, Goddess-aligned spirituality.
4. Sun + Moon balance – Supreme wisdom that transcends gender; balanced sacred masculine & feminine.
5. Sun in the chest – God lives within; a knowing of inseparability with Source.
6. Sun pressing too hard on the crown – Intense prayer life seeking answers, but often overrides personal intuition.
7. Sun far to left/right – Parental influence shapes current beliefs; own connection not yet defined.
8. Sun in the past – Once devout, now disconnected; a spiritual relationship that hasn’t been carried forward.
9. Sun in the future – “Someday I’ll connect”; God is a distant idea, not present in the now.
10. Black clouds obscure the Sun – Hurt by religion, angry at God, or soul memories of harming others in God’s name; spiritual trauma blocks receiving.

Cross-Cultural Prayer & Meditation Practices:

Here’s a quick glimpse of how different cultures integrate daily spiritual connection:

• Islam: 5 daily prayers (salat) facing Mecca—spaced throughout the day from dawn to nightfall.
• Hinduism: Multiple daily rituals—sunrise (Sandhya Vandana), mantra chanting, and offerings; varies by lineage.
• Christianity: Many pray morning and night; Catholicism includes structured prayer times (e.g., Liturgy of the Hours).
• Buddhism: Daily meditation varies; many monastics meditate 3+ times/day. Lay followers often sit once daily.
• Judaism: 3 daily prayers (Shacharit, Mincha, Ma’ariv); often accompanied by blessings and Torah reflection.
• Sikhism: 3–5 daily prayers (Nitnem); spiritual remembrance (Simran) can be constant throughout the day.
• Indigenous Traditions: Offerings to ancestors and spirits often done at sunrise or sunset; prayer through song, dance, and ritual.
• Taoism: Emphasizes living in harmony with the Tao; practices include daily meditation, breathing, and Qigong.

Many cultures, even if they don’t call it “prayer,” center their day around spiritual connection. The frequency isn’t about obligation—it’s about rhythm, relationship, and presence. Enjoy the guided meditation, included in the YouTube video, then sit in the quiet as you design your own relationship with the God of your heart.