Here it is, January, a new year, and I find myself opening up to myself deeply……….again. The energetic outcome of the build up in 2016 towards the election and then the actual outcome of the election shook me at a core that I did not know existed within myself. That is the beauty of divine purpose. We never know what event will “crack” us wide open.
Immediately after the Donald Trump accepted the not so overwhelming win, I was on a plane heading to South Africa to join our tour group to experience the culture and traditions of Sangoma’s. SA traditional doctors, or shamans if that helps to give some context to the name Sangoma.
The expression that erupted from my core was, I should have been clearer about what I could “see”. Feeling like somehow I personally, and what I could see would make a difference in the overall divine plan. When really we all take in information in our own way to know what is right and what is wrong.
What makes me a bit crazy at times is being able to see someone’s energy field, and see the truth of what is happening to them as individuals. The crazy part is when I can see what their energy field is doing to others and yet that same person is blaming others for their own personal imbalances and those on the receiving end take on that blame as truth.
This happens all the time in the energy world. I have learned over time to simply be an observer, and not get overly engaged in what I see. Each of you has your own soul to help you to navigate your life and the people you have in your life. For me, there is a deep level of trust and faith that this belief is true.
Watching the election process unfold is interesting when you see it from an energy perspective. I could see that the Democrats have a bright spiritual light, like a flood light, illuminating the way through the darkness. I could see the Republicans having a warm red, compassionate glow at the heart level. Both main parties, at an energy level had something to contribute to the upliftment of our country. They both bring something we all need.
When I listened to Hillary Clinton and watched her energy field, she has such a bright soul that has come to make a difference in the world. I could see that this was her birth right, her destiny, and yet I could also see the years of working in the political system had worn down her energy field, creating difficulty in channeling her bright destiny down into her body to express at a human level. I watched the entire year, curious about how she was going to be able to shift this. I only witnessed this perfect union once, and that was the day she accepted the nomination. She radiated that pureness.
When I listened to Donald Trump, and watched his energy field. I saw the light of his soul, miles above his body. I saw his human energy field, like a machine, built to work a system. There were times when his soul’s light moved closer to his body and a softness was witnessed. Those were brief moments of humanness that he seemed to have difficulty holding on to. What disturbed me the most was, a reptile looking creature that would emerge out of his forehead when he was speaking. At first I shook my head in dis belief. Rubbed my physical eyes and then looked at the television screen again and again, this reptile type creature would emerge. I can not tell you what it is or what its purpose is, but at a deep level I knew; This cant be good!
Observing this dance of spirit through out the year was easiest for me to watch from a place of curiosity, almost like watching a spiritual science project. I observed an energy come over the Trump crowd that was like an anesthesia and at times felt this anesthesia type energy come into my own field. What is that? What is happening? How much power does this energy have? Yet, I remained like a scientist, simply observing and never second guessing my overall sense that truth will ultimately win out. Pure truth of spirit will emerge victoriously!
I felt an enormous shift on election day. It was 4pm West coast time. I was packing for South Africa, when suddenly something felt wrong, very wrong and I stood straight up, grabbed my keys and left the house to drive to my friends. Something is wrong, we must turn on the television …………
I watched along with millions of people the tides of change roll over the United States and shift to the far right! I was stunned, how could we choose a sticky foggy anesthesia over pure clarity of energy? How could we choose to follow a reptile type creature that was using this politician as a pawn? How could the divine wisdom allow this to happen? How can this really be good on any level?
On the plane at 5am the next day, I crashed! My entire system went down and my old circuit board system of my energy field simply could not process this outcome. How could millions of people sleep walk into the polling stations and vote for this future that we all must now live with?
It is now January and what I can tell you is that this outcome has helped me to dig deeper within my own soul. Choosing to speak up now about what I see is happening at an energy level. I definitely can not see everything. I truly can only see what is right in front of me, not the future. I am allowed to see what I am allowed to see and nothing more. I am shown images when I know the right questions to ask. Maybe I should have asked a bit more about this reptilian energy. Honestly, I think I was a bit too afraid to ask.
What do I see now with the candidates? I see that Hillary Clinton has a strong red, gold radiance that she embodies more now than during the election. I see that Donald Trump’s old structure in his energy field is collapsing. What ever elements of energy were influencing him seem to be struggling to drive him further at this point. There is a thick cloudiness around him, that is disorienting.
We can all be influenced by energy that is like an anesthesia. A perfect example is the anesthesia of love. Love anesthesia can cause us to be blind to all aspects of the person who we are in love with until the anesthesia wears off. I am also not saying the Hillary Clinton way was the pure spirit of illumination. What I am saying, is that there is a much bigger energy around us that is influencing our decisions. Until we learn to meditate and clear our own energy field on a regular basis we will continue to be influenced by those forces much more powerful than we are and we may not be so thrilled at the direction we are led.
So back to my scientific way of observing. I see this getting much more interesting than it all ready is!